My Wife Journal # 36

Transitions

10/20/2026 @ 9:46 p.m.

Song: Yahweh Artist: All Nations Music


    So today I decided to look up options of what it looks like to be married without the marriage license. And of course, without that the spouse would not be able to be listed on insurance and a few other things that come with it. And I thought about it like there are benefits to having a marriage license. But and this is a big but, I am just not a fan of the government being in my marriage for spiritual reasons.  And I believe my spiritual standpoint out ways the legalities of things. I say this because the covenant that will be made with Christ like he did with the disciples is honorable before the Lord if we know what it is and solidify our union by way of a witness and making a covenant before the Lord. I also read that you can also have a marriage certificate in place of a marriage license. To be honest, I just feel now and days people who know the Lord just only believe they are truly married with a marriage license, and my opinion could be the furthest from the truth, but I do sadly believe that and if that is the case, I don't think it should be like that.  So, my belief is that marriage is confirmed by witnesses with a ceremony, along with a covenant with Christ in place as He is the Head of the marriage and to add a little razzle dazzle to it, we can throw in the marriage certificate. What made me look it up is because this woman was talking about it today about how the government is the center of marriage when you have a license and her stance on why you shouldn't have that in a marriage. And I have felt this way for a while now; I just never really spoke on it. 

    I'm sure my stance on this would be music to a man's ears that got a couple coins in his pocket. LOL!!! One thing I can reassure you on, is that the Father has taken care of my every need this far, and your coins would only be a great supplement to what God has provided so far. Not that I care what your pockets look like because wealth comes spiritually first before it does physically, so that is the least of my concerns. My biggest and greatest concern is do you have a secure foundation and relationship with Christ. Do you spend time with the Lord, do you practice abstinences, do you abide in obedience, do you walk in humility, are you keeping your temple healthy, do you have self-control, and patient? Are you gentle, do you know that there will be long suffering in this walk, have you endured through trying times, do you know how to pray, do you know how to study your word, do you know what it means to be delivered from strong holds, do you walk in purity, are you able to be vulnerable to sensitive situations, do you hold yourself accountable, and more importantly do you put God before any and everything? If you said no to any of these questions, you need not apply. LOL!!! I'm laughing but I am very serious. I don't want nothing you got if you do not practice the fruit of the spirit. I came to far to revert back to my old ways let alone to compromise what God has done in me. I refuse to tolerate anything less and no one of either sex should have to. I am not saying it will be perfection, all I am saying is that we both would need these attributes for it to work properly. 

    So, I know if I worked hard at this, then so did you. Oh, I been meaning to speak on this. Recently I was going through some old files on my laptop, and I came across a letter I wrote to you in 2015 and I almost could have cried. I did not realize how sensitive I am toward my man my man my man. LOL!!! Just know that you will be claimed just as soon as we are exclusively courting. I did ask the Lord if this was doing too much, because I don't even know your name yet, let alone how you look. And I thought about it, and it came to me that maybe you need this reassurance, and to understand that this is my heart before ever meeting you. To know the depths of what it took for me to even express myself openly. I mean this is how we should be expressive toward our Father, in the open not hidden and we are married to the Father so why not be like this toward my future spouse. Another reason is, that this kinda relieves me from having to be as bold as I have to when I have to teach on biblical things. What I mean by that is, that I have another side to me from when I have a word to bring from the Lord that is not deep or serious. Because when I am doing things for the Lord, I become a woman mandated on my post, bold and courageous and firm, but with this I can be more expressive of who I am outside of what God has called me to do. 

    Set aside from that, I have been going through a few transitions that have been changing the path of where I am heading next. I can somewhat see the vision of where the Lord is taking me next, but not the full scope and I can see why I am transitioning in this hour around this time. I am preparing for a major event that will take place really soon that will usher in a great revival and deliverance for the nation. This nation needs healing and I am here for it. As I continue this faith journey, I pray that your faith is also built on a firm foundation to endure to the end. 


Signed, 

Your Wife