My Wife Journal #32

Free Indeed

September 27, 2026 @ 8:48 p.m.

Artist: William Murphy Song: Free Indeed


    With this entry I am going to share a few things tonight. Not sure if it will be based around what I was originally going to journal about what I've been reading about marriage in the Bible. But I will let this entry flow as I do want to share a few things. First off, I have struggled with remembering if I have ever been baptized by water or not. Even asked my parent if this was something that I did when I was younger. And for the life of both of us, we cannot recall me being baptized. Now if I did in fact get baptized when I was younger, I would want to do it again anyway since I now have a deep-rooted relationship with Christ. 

    For a moment, I wanted someone of the caliber of Philip Anthony to baptize me, but I have since changed my stance on that because honestly, I really want a specific person to do that. I have even, to a certain extent, voiced this in prayer and I believe this is something that the Lord will honor as this will mean something extremely special to me. I say this, because we shouldn't just allow anyone to baptize us. Not saying that Philip Anthony Mictchell is not, but I have never had a conversation with him, as to where I would need to have that connection before something so special takes place. So, I thought about it even longer, and of course I had to put a lot of thought into this and if you're thinking it's you, then it is!!! My Husband!!!! I mean why not, because I will know you in spirit, I will know your walk, and heart posture. I will know you through and through and I mean all the way through!!! lol!!! 

    But on a serious note, Yes!! This makes perfect sense to me, because you will understand my mantle, my walk, my heart, and my love for Christ. Like I truly desire the Lord more than anything in this world. I don't care what man has to say about at this point because I know Christ knows me by my name, that is why I can even share a third of what I share on this platform, because one I know my blogs are helping others, even if it's just a monitoring spirit. Seeds are being planted, and most importantly I'm getting the gospel out there to reach souls through this platform. And speaking to the future of my spouse. 

    So, you being a part of this experience with me, would be one of my greatest accomplishments and love languages. An intimate moment with Christ, for the renewing of my mind, my past, and to the future. Now the timing of it, I'm not sure. I believe we can cross that bridge when we get there. Maybe on the honeymoon, before consummation. Lol!!! I'm just throwing something out there at this point. But, for the most part I believe maybe before we get married or make a covenant with Christ would be ideal. I would say that makes sense, but just as long as I do it is what counts in my eyes and the Lord's. I do, however, want this to be an intimate setting between me you and the Lord maybe at a beach front or something to that effect. I can just picture it now, the water flowing on a night where we have our feet in the sand wearing all white and in prayer and just embracing this sacred moment with our first true love: Christ!!! I just want to add, that I never would have thought ever in life that I would be sharing my journal entries on the net, instead of journaling in a notebook. This is primarily why I made a website full of customized journals. Originally, I wanted to get them in prison systems because majority of jails don't have it to where inmates have journals, they just have paper. But I tried that door and it closed a few times. Maybe I'll try again to see what the outcome will be again. Just need to pray about it and see if that is the direction the Lord is taking me. What I do know is that soon and very soon technology will be a thing of the past especially for the disciples of Christ because of the times that we are headed into. 

    Other than that, I am grateful for this time of the year as we are in the week of the Feast of Tabernacles and if you are not aware of this time frame, this is the time for judgement. This is when the wrath of God moves in the atmosphere to bring about His righteous indignation and for that matter this is why we can proclaim being Free Indeed. As I end this entry, I want you to know that the truth that we know shall set us all free. Thank you, Lord, for being who you are in my life, and my Husband's life. I know you are putting all the pieces together, and I wouldn't be surprised if he has started reading my entries by now. I guess at this point you're just waiting for the right time. But let me say this, the Lord will make sure you know what to do, and how to reach me at the right time. In the meantime, prepare yourself for this sacred water baptism with you, me and the Lord!!! 


Signed, 

Your Wife